"Breakdown" by Mariah Carey Check out "Oh Santa!" by Mariah Carey featuring Ariana Grande and Jennifer Hudson - https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/OhSantaMusicVideoYD Listen to Mariah Carey: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/listenYD Subscribe to the official Mariah Carey YouTube channel: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/subscribe_YD Watch more Mariah Carey videos: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/listen_YC/youtube Follow Mariah Carey Facebook: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/followFI Instagram: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/followII Twitter: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/followTI Website: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/followWI YouTube: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/subscribeYD Spotify: https://MariahCarey.lnk.to/followSI Lyrics: Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry #MariahCarey #Breakdown #OfficialMusicVideo #HD #Remastered